Consciously, the heart pulses
Subconsciously, the mind wanders.
Unaware of the events which lead
Them back to regress.
So many times a trial
So many times a tribunal.
To return would be failure.
To return might be success.
Consciously she awaits,
Consciously he awaits
Subconsciously they both have sealed their fate.
He walks towards
And she walks away.
Its just another day
In the conscious
World of the subconscious.
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To find you
Was only to lose you
To lose you,
Maybe I never found you.
No promises made, no promises to keep
A special Love, sealed in time,
In time, forever.
Shared by two, who looked to their dreams,
To find one another
And found one another we did.
Found one another,
Only, to lose one another again.
Loss each other
To those promises made at different times
When times for each other meant differently than
When a time stood still.
A time I need to return to.
A memory so vivid,
I wonder if I can relive it?
To find you
Was only to lose you.
To lose you,
Maybe I never found you.
But found you I did.
Found you in a time
A time, which stands still. __________________________________________
How can I ever find the words
Perfect enough to describe how I
Felt when I first gazed upon you, first felt your touch,
First felt the gentle beat of your heart?
How can I ever truly find the colors to paint these emotions with my heart for you to see on this canvas of my heart?
All that I need and want to share?
How do I share or need with you?
This road we travel together
Reminds us of a past we dare not venture.
How, do we overcome its tempting lure?
For I was searching for you,
And you were searching for me.
How do we slow down this journey we have
Entered into without taking away all that is has offered to us?
Dare we try?
Without a tearful cry?
For when you smile?
My heart smiles.
For when you laugh?
My heart laughs.
But when you cry,
I do also cry.
How can I ever truly express to you,
All that I need to?
For you are the one?
And I want to be the one.
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Loneliness as the darkness stalks the soul
To the point of life without pain.
Numbness is the pain expressed in silence,
Loudly within the heart.
Anger expressed inward without release can be emotions not felt or experienced.
Anger released without reason justified, yet controlled, is an emotion without
Reason, for the justification of anger itself, for any reason.
Anger cannot exist if Love is to fulfill the soul of the man or the couple together without loneliness.
Friends can be Lovers, or companions, together or separate as one.
Friends are individuals sharing the same thoughts, feelings, and yet, separate goals with separate interests.
Can the two be together as one in this fashion?
One is the only divisible that can divide the two into one alone.
Together the sum of the hearts equal the whole, together.
Friends, where two make the strength of one.
One cannot be strong by itself; it needs one into itself to multiply equally to become two, yet one together.
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To find you
Was only to lose you.
To lose you -
Maybe I never found you.
But found you I did
Found you in a time,
A time which forever stands still.
A time I wish
I never return to.
That sweet innocent look,
with your eyes that smiled
And lied...
And just alittle more you took.
To find you,
Was to lose you.
To lose you,
I know now that I never found you,
I found lost time
And a fantasy of lies. ______________________________________________
Words cannot break bones.
Words can only break your heart.
So step on up to the microphone,
While I carve my tombstone,
And you laugh at my bleeding heart.
No, words cannot break bones.
Words can only break your heart.
Those spoken words from my sweetheart.
So maybe I can say some words.
Words of no longer wanting you,
which may leave you blue.
But then again, they would only be words.
And words cannot break bones
They can only break my heart.
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To dream a dream,
To experience the dream,
To live that dream,
To, share in that dream.
In each other is there really a dream?
To believe in hope.
To find the hope,
To share the hope
In each other is there really hope?
To leave doubt,
There can be no doubt.
In each other is there really doubt?
To face reality,
To stare at reality,
To embrace reality,
In each other is there really reality?
Within you was the dream,
Within me lived the hope.
But through your lies, was the doubt
That brought on my reality.
So I lived the dream
I expereinced the dream
and you were the dream......
Unlike any of my dreams I dreamed.
Unlike any of my Hopes,
or any of my realities,
you were the best dream.
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Sometines I wonder who I am?
Sometimes I wonder If I want to be even be me?
I am very sensative, but on the other hand
I am as hard as stone.
Many times I am confused with my inner feelings,
Not knowing where to go,
with no one near to lend a listening ear,
Just a gloomey world filled in darkeness.
Wondering if I'll ever come out, be set free and be just like the rest.
Happy and content, Inside and out.
I am hoping that there is a light at the other end.
A miricle is all I require!
Just a little Happiness and Love
to be shared with me and only me.
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World's apart, so far apart
yet - we are so damn close
underneath the same stars we pray
together we think of one another
but yet, we are unable to touch.
Do you feel how it is so cold and lonely?
Yet - your love can keep me warm.
World's apart, so very far apart...
yet we are so very close.
Tonight I pray that once again
I will see your warm smile that has turned my world around
That one smile that has turned my frown around.
I also pray that once again I can feel that warm embrace that once told me everything will be alright.
Most of all, I pray tonight, that my dear sweet friend
is alright.
And that our worlds can combine within this Love.
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If I only I could ever be that smart...
The one that got away, she brightened even my deepest darkest days.
I never told told her just how I really felt,
I just stuck with these damn cards I was delt.....
Hoping just to be able to go back in time,
to tell her for the very first time,
My love for you is Forever Strong.
Looking back, I had wished I could have corrected the wrong
If only I could have been that smart.
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A choice made
Perhaps in fear
A dark secret
Haunting the mind
Fear ripping a mind apart
Regrets tearing a soul
Weeping for a loss
That can not be undone
Are these what is
Or are there no feelings
Is there regret
Or simply relief
Never to know
What spurred
The choice
Fear or uncaring
And never to know
What could have been
If the choice
Had been another
But no going back
Can there be
For eternity
Will it stand
Until one day
It must be faced
When another
Makes a choice
Forgive or condemn
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